Saturday, May 14, 2011

just thinking...

I try not to think about this… I try not to dwell on it… but somedays… sometimes… my mind goes there and my heart follows the downward path.

I have faith in my Father! I know HE has a plan. And I am trying to be patient…

I want a family. I know I have a family… and I cherish what I have more than anything else in this world.  But I want my family completed. I want a husband. A father. A friend.  I want my kids to grow up with two parents in their home. I want them to see the love between me and my husband… and know. Know that it is love. 

But I have yet to meet that man.  The man to complete the family the way I need him to. The man to complete me the way I need him to.  The Lord has brought some great men into my life in the past few years to show me love… show me what I want from a man… and even more importantly… what I do not want from a man.  I have finally after 28years of my life… know what its like to fully feel love from a man. I have never felt loved like I did when I was with him. At times I am scared I will never feel that kind of love again. But I know God has a plan. And I am faithful of that.  I know God has my husband in mind for me… I just have to be patient because I will meet him in the Lords time… Not in mine.

Have a great weekend!

Blessings N Love
Overthinking Mama 


  1. Ahhh I hope God sends you a husband soon. If not, I hope he gives you strength and comfort with what you have. God Bless!
    Have a good weekend too :)

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  3. i always get this around the holidays especially. just a sort of feeling like there are places not yet filled. im not particularly sure they ever will be though.


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