I try not to think about this… I try not to dwell on it… but somedays… sometimes… my mind goes there and my heart follows the downward path.
I have faith in my Father! I know HE has a plan. And I am trying to be patient…
I want a family. I know I have a family… and I cherish what I have more than anything else in this world. But I want my family completed. I want a husband. A father. A friend. I want my kids to grow up with two parents in their home. I want them to see the love between me and my husband… and know. Know that it is love.
But I have yet to meet that man. The man to complete the family the way I need him to. The man to complete me the way I need him to. The Lord has brought some great men into my life in the past few years to show me love… show me what I want from a man… and even more importantly… what I do not want from a man. I have finally after 28years of my life… know what its like to fully feel love from a man. I have never felt loved like I did when I was with him. At times I am scared I will never feel that kind of love again. But I know God has a plan. And I am faithful of that. I know God has my husband in mind for me… I just have to be patient because I will meet him in the Lords time… Not in mine.
Have a great weekend!
Blessings N Love