My friend Deaquelynn on Instagram did this challenge in March on Instagram and I loved the idea. So I asked for her permission to do this on my blog and she graciously said yes. Please when you have a chance, checkout all that she has to offer! 
Today I surrender…
Today I surrender my worries. I surrender my insecurities. I surrender my all to my Lord.
My friend Deaquelynn on Instagram did this challenge in March on Instagram and I loved the idea. So I asked for her permission to do this on my blog and she graciously said yes. Please when you have a chance, checkout all that she has to offer!
Today I surrender…
Today I surrender my worries. I surrender my insecurities. I surrender my all to my Lord.
My friend Deaquelynn on Instagram did this challenge in March on Instagram and I loved the idea. So I asked for her permission to do this on my blog and she graciously said yes. Please when you have a chance, checkout all that she has to offer!
I find my strength in…
I find my strength in My Father God. Without His Grace every single day- I would be nothing.
My friend Deaquelynn on Instagram did this challenge in March on Instagram and I loved the idea. So I asked for her permission to do this on my blog and she graciously said yes. Please when you have a chance, checkout all that she has to offer!
I am most confident when…
I am most confident when I am doing something that I love, something that I know what I am doing. I am most confident when I am being praised.
My friend Deaquelynn on Instagram did this challenge in March on Instagram and I loved the idea. So I asked for her permission to do this on my blog and she graciously said yes. Please when you have a chance, checkout all that she has to offer!
I usually feel like quitting when…
I usually feel like quitting when I am overtired, which is quite often. I feel like quitting when I don’t feel like I am making a difference or that there is no point in doing what I am doing. I feel like quitting when I feel like I am failing at whatever it is that I am trying to do.
My friend Deaquelynn on Instagram did this challenge in March on Instagram and I loved the idea. So I asked for her permission to do this on my blog and she graciously said yes. Please when you have a chance, checkout all that she has to offer!
I find my strength in…
I find my strength in My Father God. Without His Grace every single day- I would be nothing.
My friend Deaquelynn on Instagram did this challenge in March on Instagram and I loved the idea. So I asked for her permission to do this on my blog and she graciously said yes. Please when you have a chance, checkout all that she has to offer!
I am most confident when…
I am most confident when I am doing something that I love, something that I know what I am doing. I am most confident when I am being praised.
My friend Deaquelynn on Instagram did this challenge in March on Instagram and I loved the idea. So I asked for her permission to do this on my blog and she graciously said yes. Please when you have a chance, checkout all that she has to offer!
I usually feel like quitting when…
I usually feel like quitting when I am overtired, which is quite often. I feel like quitting when I don’t feel like I am making a difference or that there is no point in doing what I am doing. I feel like quitting when I feel like I am failing at whatever it is that I am trying to do.
My friend Deaquelynn on Instagram did this challenge in March on Instagram and I loved the idea. So I asked for her permission to do this on my blog and she graciously said yes. Please when you have a chance, checkout all that she has to offer!
Do I accept myself as I am? Why or why not?
Honestly, some days I do accept myself just as I am. Overall though, I do not. I am always wanting to improve myself in one or away or another. I am always changing my hair. Trying to learn more. Find new passions. Just changing myself overall and bettering myself.
My friend Deaquelynn on Instagram did this challenge in March on Instagram and I loved the idea. So I asked for her permission to do this on my blog and she graciously said yes. Please when you have a chance, checkout all that she has to offer!
Do I accept myself as I am? Why or why not?
Honestly, some days I do accept myself just as I am. Overall though, I do not. I am always wanting to improve myself in one or away or another. I am always changing my hair. Trying to learn more. Find new passions. Just changing myself overall and bettering myself.
Who am I living for and why?
I am living every day to please my God. I am living for my children to make sure they have a good childhood, have confidence, and to know our Lord and have a relationship with Him. I live for my husband to be the best wife I can be, to love him like Jesus.
When I think about love I feel:
I think about Jesus. I think about how he sacrificed His own life in the most painful and degrading way so that I can have a chance to be saved and be with my Father in eternity.
I think about my children. I think about my parents and of course, I think about my husband.
Who am I living for and why?
I am living every day to please my God. I am living for my children to make sure they have a good childhood, have confidence, and to know our Lord and have a relationship with Him. I live for my husband to be the best wife I can be, to love him like Jesus.
When I think about love I feel:
I think about Jesus. I think about how he sacrificed His own life in the most painful and degrading way so that I can have a chance to be saved and be with my Father in eternity.
I think about my children. I think about my parents and of course, I think about my husband.
So I meant to start this on April 1st. But life is a little different lately and between having to fight my kids for electronics, internet cutting in and out, and trying to figure out how to do this new “homeschool” life… I haven’t had the time, motivation or brain power to think.
My friend Deaquelynn on Instagram did this challenge in March on Instagram and I loved the idea. So I asked for her permission to do this on my blog and she graciously said yes. Please when you have a chance, checkout all that she has to offer!
So without further adieu…
When I look in the mirror I see:
I see someone who is aging quickly. Someone who can do better. I see someone who disappoints people every day. But I also see someone who is not going to give up. Someone who has God with her and is a sinner Saved by His grace. Someone who will be better tomorrow.
So I meant to start this on April 1st. But life is a little different lately and between having to fight my kids for electronics, internet cutting in and out, and trying to figure out how to do this new “homeschool” life… I haven’t had the time, motivation or brain power to think.
My friend Deaquelynn on Instagram did this challenge in March on Instagram and I loved the idea. So I asked for her permission to do this on my blog and she graciously said yes. Please when you have a chance, checkout all that she has to offer!
So without further adieu…
When I look in the mirror I see:
I see someone who is aging quickly. Someone who can do better. I see someone who disappoints people every day. But I also see someone who is not going to give up. Someone who has God with her and is a sinner Saved by His grace. Someone who will be better tomorrow.
So I did get laid off. As of last week by hours were cut and this week pretty much am not needed at all. So I am home with my kids trying not to lose my mind.
Monday- honestly I had a class of wine by 430. The kids were just extra clingy. They all wanted to be on top of me. They all wanted to talk to me at the same time. They all want me to answer their questions at the same time. My brain just didn’t have the power.
Tuesday- I woke up and first thing I did was put some worship music on and went for a walk. Alone. That was the best thing that I could have done. It got my head into a better place than it was the day before. Even with no internet- I still was able to manage to make it through the day.
Today- I woke up- had some coffee- some time with God and went for a walk with the kids. It was really nice to be outside with them. It was nice to see and “meet” some of our neighbors. I really wish I could do this forever.
I know times are uncertain, and many of us don’t know what tomorrow will bring or how we will get bills paid, but maybe- we should see this as a gift from God. A gift to just stop our crazy hectic life and just be. Just enjoy each other. Just enjoy life. Just be.
As we were walking, I was thinking to myself that normally at that time, we all would be at work or in school. And even if it was a day off, I never would have gone for a walk outside when it was that chilly out ( I think its only like maybe 40deg today). I would have stayed my happy but in the house and stayed warm. But because I can’t just leave the house whenever I want to, because I am not leaving the house for hours and hours on end- I am enjoying the simple times of getting out of the house and being with my family. I am so thankful for this time.
I know God has a plan through all of this and everything will turn out alright. No matter the end result, even if its the worst thing I could possibly think of right now, it will be ok. I am saved by my Father’s Grace.
So I did get laid off. As of last week by hours were cut and this week pretty much am not needed at all. So I am home with my kids trying not to lose my mind.
Monday- honestly I had a class of wine by 430. The kids were just extra clingy. They all wanted to be on top of me. They all wanted to talk to me at the same time. They all want me to answer their questions at the same time. My brain just didn’t have the power.
Tuesday- I woke up and first thing I did was put some worship music on and went for a walk. Alone. That was the best thing that I could have done. It got my head into a better place than it was the day before. Even with no internet- I still was able to manage to make it through the day.
Today- I woke up- had some coffee- some time with God and went for a walk with the kids. It was really nice to be outside with them. It was nice to see and “meet” some of our neighbors. I really wish I could do this forever.
I know times are uncertain, and many of us don’t know what tomorrow will bring or how we will get bills paid, but maybe- we should see this as a gift from God. A gift to just stop our crazy hectic life and just be. Just enjoy each other. Just enjoy life. Just be.
As we were walking, I was thinking to myself that normally at that time, we all would be at work or in school. And even if it was a day off, I never would have gone for a walk outside when it was that chilly out ( I think its only like maybe 40deg today). I would have stayed my happy but in the house and stayed warm. But because I can’t just leave the house whenever I want to, because I am not leaving the house for hours and hours on end- I am enjoying the simple times of getting out of the house and being with my family. I am so thankful for this time.
I know God has a plan through all of this and everything will turn out alright. No matter the end result, even if its the worst thing I could possibly think of right now, it will be ok. I am saved by my Father’s Grace.
