Saturday, July 28, 2012


i have started blog posts at least 3 or 4 times since my last one... but i always end up getting distracted or something and never finishing. lol. 

I just finished with my God time, and I felt inspired so I wanted to blog. Not really sure about what... but i just wanted to get some thoughts out on here... i will apologize in advance for mispellings and my lack of punctuation or capitalization. lol.  I just want to get the thoughts out :-) 

I am sitting here on my couch... feeling the cool morning breeze come thru the windows.. listening to my church's cd that they put out a month or so ago.. and I just feel God's arms wrapped around me.. loving me so much.  I know he has great plans for me... I just have to keep an open heart and open ears and I will hear what he wants from me. :-) 

My sister is moving to California on Monday.. and the closer that days come the more I realize I am going to miss her like crazy. 
I had a crazy dream about her last night and she will probably hate me for writing it on here.. because it is exactly what she doesnt want. lol  Her boy friend moved to Seattle a few months ago and thats part of the reason why she's moving to Cali.. theres nothing really keeping her in Columbus anymore. 
My dream was that she realized how much she loved him and missed him and wanted to start a family with him... so she moved to Seattle with him!!  She is the type of person that completely disagrees with a girl moving across country for a man.. or really moving anywhere for a man. She is a very independent, strong minded, woman. :-)  lol. So the dream is completely against everything she believes in. lol.  I think is funny. I don't know if I will tell her about the dream or not. 

I have a jewelry party tonight.. I am really excited and really nervous... I havent had a party for someone else yet...esp.. someone I don't know. I hope it goes well!!! I can't wait to be able to buy more jewelry!!! My launch party went amazing. :-) I love this company and the jewelry! So far I am just in love with it all!!! I can't wait to see what the future holds!! :-) girl wants me to go play a game with her now... :-) 

Have an amazing weekend!!! 

Blessings N Love
Overthinking Mama

Wednesday, July 18, 2012


I woke up kinda blah today... but then thats kinda how most days anymore have been for me.  Granted I am not wanting to cry  or really feel like I have to completely force myself thru life... but I am just so so so sleepy. Its sad that the first thing I think of when I wake up is... when will I get a nap!? haha.

Overall life is good. I really need to get back into blogging every day.. or at least more than just once every couple weeks. :-( I am sorry about that guys. I just havent had the motivation for it. and I hate that, cuz really this is something I love doing!!!

i feel like I am in need of a change... i dont know what.. just a change. :-(  i dont know how exactly to explain that.  i am just ready for something different.  just feel like day to day is just monotonous. which really it isn't. at all.  I just need something different. but again, have no clue what.  as sad as it is,  i think i am ready for school to be back on. i need that routine.

I am debating on going back to school too... i know i need to.. but again i just have no motivation :-( . My friends church offers classes towards becoming a pastor, and I have seriously considered doing them. i am just waiting on him to get me more information. but i feel that is something i really want to do. I want to do something to praise God.

Blessings N Love
Overthinking Mama 

Monday, July 9, 2012

writer's block

Ugh. I don't know why ... but the last few weeks I have no motivation to write anything. 

That isn't like me. :-( 

I feel like there's not really anything interesting to talk about. :-(

still taking the zoloft... still really sleepy at like 330 every afternoon, but then I wake up every night about 3am and can't fall back asleep for a few hours.. so that may have something to do with it. lol. 

i started selling jewelry for Paparazzi. Its a home party sales company and everything is only $5 ea!!!  I have my launch party sunday!!  I hope it goes good.. so far i love all the jewelry!! 

Its been hot as hell here the last few weeks... i have learned i hate the extreme heat. Today its about 84.. and its so much better! :-) 

4th of july was wonderful. on the 3rd i went with my best friend to a cook out and their neighbors had a huge fireworks display... like seriously over shadowed any other display i have ever seen in my life... it was profession style fireworks for over an hour!!!  it was amazing and the kids loved it. 

Lil man is done with baseball for the year.. which sad to say, i am very happy about! lol. 
Baby girl is still doing gymnastics. 

Things are overall pretty good with us... i will try and get motivated and write more soon!! 

sorry for the lag in between posts :-( 

Blessings N Love
Overthinking Mama