Monday, October 20, 2008

Honesty

Should you be 100%honest with someone... especially the person you are in love with? Even when you know it will hurt them? Should you tell them exactly whats on your mind all the time?

Do you want someone to be completely honest with you? Tell you when they are having feelings for someone else? Tell you that they dont know if they can be with you. Tell you that they are unhappy? Can you handle the truth?

I have always wanted people to be honest with me... and I still do.. It may hurt like hell... but I would rather know the truth than to keep going living a lie only to learn about it in the future... after you have put in your time... your heart...

I understand somethings maybe shouldn't always be be told.. Somethings should be hidden... like you think that girl is hot or something... you think she's gained weight... you think she is an idiot... etc...

But if its major. It should be told.

walk away

EVEN THOUGH I LOVE YOU
I HAVE TO WALK AWAY
I CAN'T HANDLE THE PAIN YOU CAUSE ME
I KNOW WHAT I MUST DO
WHAT I MUST SAY

THIS IS THE HARDEST THING
THAT I HAVE EVER DONE
TO LEAVE THE ONE THAT HAS YOUR HEART
BUT I KNOW ONE DAY
THAT AGAIN I WILL SEE THE SUN

TODAY IS A NEW BEGINING
THE DAWNING OF A NEW DAY
I WILL ALWAYS HAVE LOVE FOR YOU
BUT NOW ITS ABOUT ME AND MY FUTURE
AND I MUST NOW GO MY OWN WAY

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Beauty

Beauty lies beneath the skin
Out of sight but not out of sin
Evil thought and evil ways
Can make anyone go astray
God is here for you and me
We need only him as out key
To unlock our hearts and unlock our soul
To move and teach us as we grow
Open your eyes so you can see
That God is the only thing we need

EVERYTIME

Everytime the wind blows
The birds sing
The sunshines
I think of you
Every time I see you
My heart skips a beat
Evertime I think of you
I feel I can do anything
I do believe I love you!

for you

LOVE SO TRUE
ONLY FOR YOU
TODAY AND TOMORROW
THROUGH SICKNESS AND SORROW
I WANNA BE WITH YOU
THROUGH AND THROUGH
TILL DEATH DO US PART
RIGHT FROM THE START
I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY
I WOULDN'T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY
SO PLEASE BE TRUE TO ME
AND I WILL MAKE YOU VERY HAPPY

Torn 2008

Torn inside
Between right and wrong
The good and the bad
Up and down
Happy and sad

Choosing between
Making the right choice
Thinking what is God's will
Or is this the devil's word
That's giving my head it's fill

Only thru time
And faith in my Lord
will my soul be finally at peace
Need to stay strong and faithful
To have this confustion cease

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

cAN YOU BE FRIENDS WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

When you are in a relationship... Can you still be friends and hang out with the opposite sex?

Do you have to give up your best friends just because they are a boy or a girl? Do you have to stop hanging out with them on a one and one basis just because you got a new "love" ? Is it disrespectful to your new "love" to hang out with your friend? What if you have been intimate with this friend? Does that change things?

I want to get opinions on this...

I think as long as there is trust there... It should be ok for you to still hang out with your friends... male or female... as long as trust hasnt been broken and as long as the friend comes around the love interst and is at least considerate and respectful to your love interest...

Does your love interest have the right to ask you not to hang out with someone that you have been friends with before them? To tell you who you should and should not hang out with?

waited

I’ve waited my whole life
Just for that one night
From the first time that we met
Every moment just felt so right

I fell in love with you
The right and wrong
Just the thought of you
Makes my heart thump a love song

I want to spend my life with you
I want to be by your side
Thru thick and thin
You are who I want to confide

My heart is yours
To you give you my soul
And to prove my love
Is my new goal

To be in your arms forever
To feel you kisses on my cheek
To hear you say I love you
All makes my knees weak

With all this said
I hope you believe it’s true
I would not lie
I love you.

2005

WITH JUST THE THOUGHT OF YOU
MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
YOU HAVE LIFTED ME OFF OF MY FEET
I HOPE ONE DAY VERY SOON
THAT I WILL GET TO SAY
TWO PRECIOUS WORDS- I DO
YOU HAVE MY LOVE
YOU HAVE MY HEART
FORBIDDEN IT MAY BE
BUT UNDENYABLEY TRUE
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
I WANT TO BE WITH ONLY YOU

1998

SADNESS AND DESPAIR
CRYING ALL NIGHT
HUSH MY CHILD
EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT
HEARTBROKE AND HEARTACHE
LOSING THE ONE YOU LOVE
MEND YOUR WINGS AND FLY FREE
BE A LONESOME DOVE

confused

CONFUSED ABOUT LIFE
CONFUSED ABOUT LOVE
TORN APART INSIDE
WONDERING IF I WILL RISE ABOVE
SCARED TO LOVE ANYONE
SCARED I WILL MESS I UP
WONDERING IF I CAN LOVE AGAIN
WITHOUT SCREWING IT UP
DEPRESSION AND SADNESS
DEPRESSION AND DESPAIR
MAKING A MESS OF LIFE
THAT I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO REPAIR
GOD HELP ME THRU IT ALL
GOD HELP ME WITH MY SIN
SHELP THRU MY SORROW WITH GRACE
THRU ALL MY OUTS AND INS

May 2008

I believed you
I gave you my heart
You said you loved me
And I believed you

I gave you my trust
You said you would never leave
And I believed you

I gave you my love
You said you would never hurt me
And I believed you

But you didnt love me
But you did leave me
But you did hurt me

And now you want me to believe that you have changed
That you are a better person
That you will treat me good... like a princess
That you will always love me
That you will never hurt me
That you will never leave

But why?
Why should I believe you now?
What is different now than then?

I believed you. Not anymore.

Monday, October 6, 2008

We are sheep...

A funny thing happened today....
My son was late for school today...
So I had to take him into the office and sign him in that he is late..
So I was like the 5th person on the sign in sheet... and I looked and everyone had signed the date today as 10/06/05. HHHmmm made me stop and think a second... this isnt 2005....
The first person on the sheet musta put 05 (i am thinking that they just didnt finish their 8) and everyone else... instead of using common sense... just put down the same thing.

It is amazing how much like sheep we are... how we will just follow along with what one person does... even if we know it is obviously wrong.
Why don't people think before they act... why do we just go along with what the person before us has done? Why is it so hard to think for ourselfs?