Monday, May 17, 2010

I received an award!! yay me!

I received this award from 21st Century Domestic Goddess, an awesome blogger! She passed it onto me so now I get to pass it on to others. So here are the rules:
1. Thank the person who gave you this award.
2. Share 7 things about yourself.
3. Pass the award along to 15 bloggers (or as many as you can) who you have recently discovered and who you think are fantastic!
4. Contact the bloggers you've picked and let them know about the award.

I thanked 21st Century Domestic Goddess on her blog on friday... but of course I am thanking her again on here!!  THANK YOU!!!!  I love you blog! I love your style... I love you!! Everyone needs to check her out... :-) 

7 things about myself:

1- I am in the middle of dealing with a depression episode. I have been dealing with depression since I was around 15... it comes and goes and sometimes its worse than others... I am not currently taking anything for the depression-( i do take xanax for anxiety and sometimes helps with the depression too). this episode of depression is really bad.. it started as soon as I woke up yesterday and just got worse and worse and worse... all I want to do is sleep. I dont want to deal with anyone or anything... I just want to sleep. 
2- My kids are my life... if it werent for them, I dont know where I would be. 
3-  I love twitter. I have met some great people on there. They are there for me even tho they don't know me but other than from twitter. 
4- I feel like theres something missing from my life... I dont know what.. but I feel like theres more.. more to this life.
4- I want to get another tattoo. One that I drew myself and that I am very proud that I  drew it.. Its of a flower.. and it has a little honey bee in for my brother. He always calls me hunny or asks if he's my hunny...  
5- I believe and have seen that God works in my life.. bringing people into it for a purpose.. Ive seen it with pretty much everyone in my life... so many of them I can pin point why I met them/loved them/befriended them etc...  He always works so great... even if its not in the ways that I want. 
6- My earliest memory is when I was about 3 years old.. it was of my Grandpa (who died when I was ) chasing me around his house saying he wanted to wash my feet. (a inside joke b/w me and him) And I remember running from the kitchen to the family room to the dining room.. and it was always smokey in the house.. and you could see it in the light from the windows... and I remember trying to avoid the light.. 
7- My biggest fear is that I will be a failure to my kids... that they will grow up in trouble, on drugs, etc... 

LMBO- i just realized... i did 4 twice.. lol. wow. 

Now on to the recipients.  These are the first ones I came across... I follow many wonderful blogs... please def. check these ones out.. then go to my profile and check out all the rest of them... If I didnt include you... i am really sorry!! :-(