Today I am feeling a little bit better.. a few things happened yesterday that changed my mood… I am not going to get into details but it has helped me get a better perspective on things… So I guess we shall see what the future holds on that J
I am still unhappy with my life though… I feel so unorganized, dis-coordinated, and pretty much feel like I am not with it. I am always tired. My house is always a mess and I am crabby more than I’d like. I feel like there is never enough time to do anything that I want and the little time I end up having, I am so exhausted I just want to go to bed.
I know all this will pass, it normally does. And at least my mood is better than it was on Monday and last week. Having a different perspective is wonderful!!
God has brought so many wonderful people into my life and I truly felt so loved by them all on Monday… I thank God for that and of course everyone that reached out to me! Thank You!!
I have decided to go ahead and do the Project 31 for today, though, I am not really sure how to answer… but here it goes J
Day 5. Write a blog thanking someone who has made your heart come alive.
There are so many people that has made my heart come alive… Some for brief moments and some for a lifetime. My kids definitely are the main ones to make my heart come alive and for them I have to thank God. He is the only reason why I have them J
I guess another person I can thank would be my ex. My daughter’s father… It’s because of him that I am saved. We had a rough and bumpy relationship. I love him more than any one else at the time (besides my kids) and was willing to do whatever it took to make this relationship work since I already felt like a failure because I was divorced. But it didn’t work out. And I was heartbroken. I felt lower than I have ever felt in my life. But because of that LOW I was able to see how much I needed God. So if it wasn’t for him, I wouldn’t be saved!
The biggest person though that has made my heart come alive… is Jesus!! If I hadn’t come to know him and love him, my heart would still be just another muscle in my body. I wouldn’t be the person I am today. God works wonders and even though I had to go to low points in my life to come to know Christ… It was the best thing in the world. God has worked so many miracles in my life, and I know I don’t deserve any of them, but He thinks I do. The biggest blessing He has given me is His Son!! I have the opportunity to go to heaven! I am saved!
Who or what has made your heart come alive?