I hate when people tell me that I think I am perfect! I am far from perfect… I could give you a whole long list of all the ways I am so not perfect… and honestly I will be the first one to tell you how I am not perfect.
I lost my virginity at 13 years old!! To a boy that never spoke to me again after that day… oh and he stole my pager that same day!
I hated school… I would fake sickness, headaches, cramps, whatever I could to miss school. And make my mom late for work and stress her out.
I cheated on my ex husband.
I hurt him beyond words (my ex-husband) and I divorsed him because I was selfish and I wasn’t willing to try and make it work… It was easier to just walk away.
I wasn’t a good mom when I was going thru my divorce. I was very selfish then.
I have slept too easily with too many people.
I have lied.
I have hurt people.
I have done wrong.
But I know what I did… I try hard not to do those things again. I don’t think I am better than any one else… and I sure don’t think I am perfect…
I am learning from my mistakes… I am trying to do better by them.. and if in someones eyes that makes me perfect.. than thank you for the compliment, but I am far from it.
I just want the best for me… and the best for my family. I am not going to settle for anything less then the best.