I have seen the Lord working in my life this week… It’s been mind boggling to say the least… I have always wanted to see the Lord.. and I a have moments where I feel his presence or where I see something that I can say yea… that was becaue of God… but this week seriously has blow me away…
This past weekend I was given something that I have wanted for a while now… but once I got it, it wasn’t what I wanted anymore. It made me realize that this isn’t my life.. This is God’s life and I need to live it for him and not for my selfish wants. Sunday night/Monday morning while laying in bed I felt the Lord urging me to start a New Believer’s Bible Study group. So I am now in the process of doing that. I am scared.
This group is going to be great!! For me and hopefully for everyone that comes! I am scared to death. I am scared to lead a group of people. I am scared of failure. I am scared period. But I know this is something that I can and WILL do. I know the Lord is pushing me to get over my own insecurities.. my own walls that I have built up to do better for HIM. I know this is where my Lord is wanting me to go.
So if anyone has any advice on doing this… books I should get… anything… I would really appreciate it because I am not really sure where to even start!! J
I have seen and felt God so much this week… I am seriously still in awe over it. He is working in my life… In ways I never would have thought. Showing so many things. For the first time ever I was able to do something that I never even thought about doing before.. and didn’t realize it till after I did it… with out God I wouldn’t be where I am now!!!
Thank you Lord for all the blessing you have giving me… please continue to guide me and show me your presence in my life Lord… with out you I would be nothing.