I am fighting back tears at the moment. I need to vent so here I am.
I got a call a bit ago saying I needed to pick my daughter up from school. Her fever is back and she can not return to school tomorrow. We have to wait 24 hours.
I pick her up and run home to get my check book and then up to the Urgent Care which is about 15/20 min away. I get there and they are closed for lunch.. for another hour! Really??? Gggggrrrrrr. So we leave and I call my mom to see if she is home yet. I feel so frustrated!!! Frustrated that my daughter is sick. Frustrated that there is nothing I can do to help her. Frustrated that this has been going on for over a week. Frustrated that I have to send her to school when I know she’s still not feeling good because I have to go to work. Frustrated because I know that her no good sperm donor is doing whatever he wants, and isn’t here to help. I could seriously punch him in the balls so easily right now. He had no problem promising me the world, saying all right things and getting me pregnant. (don’t get me wrong, I am responsible too.. but I am “manning” up to my responsiblites- he’s obviously not).
Luckily I have an awesome mom that isn’t working today and could stop everything she is doing so that my daughter could stay with her and I could return to work. I seriously don’t know what I would do with out her.
Blessings N Love