I seriously don’t know why I am in as good of a mood as I am in!!! But I love it!!
This has def. been a crazy week for me.. good but crazy.
I think I am giving up tho… giving up on the whole idea of love… of happily ever after with price charming. I am tired of trying. I am tired of getting my emotions mixed in to something and just it all come crashing down. I am really starting to think that I am just supposed to be single.
I feel like the couple months… I haven’t been where I want to be in my relationship with Christ. I feel not really so much distant.. but not really close. I dunno how exactly to explain it. I just don’t have that desire in my heart.. I still pray all the time.. I still go to church (tho I did miss last weekend).. I dunno. Its like somethings changed.
My mindset just aint where it used to be.
I will keep praying… J I have faith that things will get right and maybe one day I will find my prince.
Blessings N Love