As I sit here and type this out all I keep thinking is I want to go back to bed. Just 20 more minutes of sleep and I will be good.
But in reality, I think I could sleep the day away. Kinda like I did yesterday.
I was in bed Saturday night by 1230. Up at 9. and did nothing. Napped at 2-430 or so. And was in bed last night by 11.
AND I AM STILL TIRED!!!
Idk if its just life... or if it could be the new meds I am on... I started taking Zoloft last Tuesday. And its been a hell of a week physically for me. Tuesday night I ended up with food poisoning I believe from the Chinese food I had for dinner. That effected me till about Friday. Nothing seemed appetizing and I just barely ate anything. Then starting Friday night, I was just exhausted... more so than normal. So again, I don't know if its the meds I am on... the effects of bad food and not eating well and dehydration last week... or just life!!
But the good thing... I don't feel like crying over everything... The things that were upsetting me the week before are now just... blah.
And I got an appt with the pastors of my church to talk with them about everything I am going thru... so.. hopefully that will help also... and my best friend is going to get me in touch with a lady from his church that does counseling also.
At this point I feel like I can use all the help I can get... but now.. now that I am not all depressed and wanting to cry over everything... I am really nervous about talking to someone... I haven't openly talked to anyone in years... I have used my blog as my therapy... so this will be different... but I know good.
Blessings N Love