I have started the whole online dating thing… I have been on a few dates.. and have met some amazing men. My perspective of them is definitely different than it would have been a year or two ago.
I have always settled for great guys… but guys that in the long run really didn’t have the same standards or ideas as myself.
And the biggest thing… I have never dated a Christian. I have dated men who say they are a Christain.. but never go to church.. don’t have strong faith… don’t read the bible.. don’t pray consistently… And honestly, that is the biggest thing in my life. I want someone that is THAT!
I don’t want someone that says they will go to church with me… that they will pray with me. I kinda want someone that is already established in his faith… at least to some degree.
A year or two ago.. meeting someone and going into a relationship was more about emotions to me. I am a very emotional person. So when I started to feel something towards someone- that was it… I was all in – red flags and all. I was in. Now… eh. Lol.
Its hard for me to form strong emotional bonds with someone.. especially if I see any flags what so ever. Its kinda eerie looking at life this way. Its great, don’t get me wrong. But its just so odd for me to see a “relationship” with someone and not feel all the butterflies and the tingles that normally would go along with it.
Now, I am not rushing anything. I am taking the time to get to k now someone. Not just oooohh.. you make me feel loved.. lets get married. Cuz that is how I have always lived my life… and where has it left me??!! SINGLE. So this time around… I am thinking with my head and not my heart so much… don’t get me wrong, my heart will be involved… but it will be a second factor in the process… not the first.
Blessings N Love