I am supposed to be working.
I am supposed to be doing school work.
But all I want to do is go to sleep...
I don't know what my problem is these past few weeks. Its like I have no motivation. I have no desire to do anything. All I want to do is sleep.
I can't concentrate on any one thing.
Right now on my computer I have work emails open, facebook, this blog, looking up vitamins on 3 different websites, and my classes- all on different tabs.
I will start out with one, and think of something and go to that. Its like my brain can't finish a thought.
I am also sitting here jittery. I don't think my legs have stopped moving.
I am just so tired of feeling like this.
I am tired of always being tired.
I swear my family thinks I am a big joke and lazy cuz I am always wanting to take a nap. I don't want to nap!!! I don't want to sleep my life away. I want to live life. I want to be active. I want to be apart of my family- not just sleep it away. And its not like I can just "push" myself through everything. I am exhausted. Most days it feels like I sleep maybe an hour or two- even though I can sleep a full 7-10hrs! Its like I can never get enough sleep.
I went to the doc about a month ago. And she is amazing. But she couldn't find anything wrong with me. Every single test came back fine that could be a possibility of me being tired.
I feel like I am crazy. I feel like my family thinks I am crazy.
I don't want to be like this. I don't know what to do anymore.
I have so much I want to do and accomplish... and I feel like I can't really because I am always tired.
Blessings N Love