I am fighting back tears at the moment. I need to vent so here I am.
I got a call a bit ago saying I needed to pick my daughter up
from school. Her fever is back and she can not return to school tomorrow. We have to wait 24 hours.
I pick her up and run home to get my check book and then up to
the Urgent Care which is about 15/20 min away. I get there and they are closed for lunch..
for another hour! Really??? Gggggrrrrrr. So we leave and I call my mom to see if she
is home yet. I feel so frustrated!!! Frustrated that my daughter is sick.
Frustrated that there is nothing I can do to help her. Frustrated that this has
been going on for over a week. Frustrated that I have to send her to school
when I know she’s still not feeling good because I have to go to work.
Frustrated because I know that her no good sperm donor is doing whatever he
wants, and isn’t here to help. I could
seriously punch him in the balls so easily right now. He had no problem promising me the world,
saying all right things and getting me pregnant. (don’t get me wrong, I am
responsible too.. but I am “manning” up to my responsiblites- he’s obviously
not).
Luckily I have an awesome mom that isn’t working today and could
stop everything she is doing so that my daughter could stay with her and I
could return to work. I seriously don’t know what I would do with out her.
Blessings N Love
Overthinking Mama
I am so sorry you are having such a hard time. Thank Goodness for moms helping. Different situation but thankfully I was able to depend on my mom and sister when my Babygirl was growing up when I needed them. See God is helping you by having your mom off so she can take care of your child. I hope your BabyGirl feels better!! Remember God is helping you. Hugs
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