I had the most... hhmm.. what exactly is the right word for what I felt yesterday... it wasn't so much odd... it was a little calming... well let me say what i felt and you can determine the correct word for it..
Yesterday my boyfriend and I were on our way home from my moms bday dinner... he was driving and i was doing my usual over thinking in the passenger seat! :-) And I had a thought...
I am exactly where I am supposed to be.
Everything in my life up to now.. had brought me to right here. I am not really sure how to describe that feeling... I guess it was a peace...
And I know that even if it doesn't work out with me and my boyfriend.. or things go downhill in my life..or if things get better and better... it will be OK... That I am going thru everything with a purpose from God. To teach me, to show me, to strengthen me, or to help me help someone else...
I can see in my life... that everything that I have been thru has been with a purpose from God... That everyone that he has brought into my life... had a purpose. Every relationship, every heartbreak, every struggle, every success all from God.
It was like last night.. it all just click... God put me here.. its Gods life, not mine.
Now don't get me wrong.. I am still going to worry, get sad, get excited, get upset,mad, angry, happy, glad.. etc.. i will always still have the emotions of a normal human being... but I will also have the security and the Faith to know that my Lord Father is right next to me... holding my hand every step of the way.
Loved your this post...I also feel the exact... But now a days , i feel, that charm has lost... I think My God is lil busy with his own world and has forgotten me for a moment... But as you said, my Lord is always next to me.. So what if I cann't see him right now....
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