Realization Friday

This week I have come to realize that:

~ my favorite cookies are peanut butter

~ I don’t want a guy that is super clingy, but one that makes me feel special but still gives me my space.

~ there is a wall around my heart

~ the next guy is gonna have to be great in order to get that wall down.

~  I am slowly getting some motivation back

~ people are crazy

~ I have certain friends for certain things… im learning which is for what.

~ I have the best kids ever

~ I hate when someone calls from a blocked or unlisted number. I will no answer.

~ I also hate when people call from a number I don’t know- and I wont answer- and they don’t leave a message.

~ People seriously frustrate me!!!!!!!

Blessings N Love

Overthinking Mama

wonderful son

Hello all my wonderful readers!!! J

All I have been able to think about today is my wonderful son.  How even in all my frustration.. he amazes me. 

Last night we were talking and he told me how he was invited to a friends house in a couple weekends… and I told him it was fine if he wants to go. He said no. Him and the boy aint friends. He doesn’t like him anymore. This was a kid that he was friends with and has known since kindergarten. I asked him why?? He said because the kid swears too much!  I couldn’t believe that was a reason. But then I think back and when we watch movies that have adult language in them.. he is always saying “man I wish they would quit swearing” or would apologize if it was a movie he picked out saying that he didn’t know that there were going to swear!  

My Lil Man is growing up!! And even tho we bump heads from time to time. And I wonder sometimes how I am doing as a mother because more often than not I feel like I am a failure…. I am so proud of him… I am proud of the maturity he shows in situations…  he is still a kid and still makes kid choices and mistakes… but when it comes down to him… I am so proud of him!!!

He is my heart. 

Blessings N Love

Overthinking Mama

Realization Friday

Its Friday!!! Thank goodness… and after the day I have had today… OMG!! I am glad its Friday!!!

Just gonna cut right to it..

This week I have come to realize:

~  that I am getting dorkier in my old age.

~ that I am afraid of love

~ that people sucks

~ that companies hire the stupidest people for their customer service… at least its seems I always get the people that have no clue how to help me with my problem

~ that people don’t think I work and can drop whatever I am doing to help them.. at any given time.

~  that I need a break.

Hope ya’ll have a great weekend!!!!

Blessings N Love

Overthinking Mama

idea of love

I seriously don’t know why I am in as good of a mood as I am in!!!  But I love it!!

J

This has def. been a crazy week for me.. good but crazy.

I think I am giving up tho… giving up on the whole idea of love… of happily ever after with price charming. I am tired of trying. I am tired of getting my emotions mixed in to something and just it all come crashing down. I am really starting to think that I am just supposed to be single.  

I feel like the couple months… I haven’t been where I want to be in my relationship with Christ. I feel not really so much distant.. but not really close.  I dunno how exactly to explain it.  I just don’t have that desire in my heart.. I still pray all the time.. I still go to church (tho I did miss last weekend)..  I dunno. Its like somethings changed.   

My mindset just aint where it used to be.

I will keep praying… J I have faith that things will get right and maybe one day I will find my prince.

Blessings N  Love

Overthinking Mama

A-Z of Me

Yea… Im jumping on that bandwagon.. mainly just cuz I don’t really have any motivation to do anything else today… ugh.

A. Age: 29
B. Bed size: Queen… but I really do need a king- esp since I have 2 kids who end up in there with me… ugh.

C. Chore that you hate: Dishes. I hate hate hate hate doing the dishes.

D. Dogs: A Chihuahua and a Mutt (pitt, boxer, who knows whatelse…)

E. Essential start to your day: Waking up.  Followed by time with God.

F. Favorite color: Pink, Purple, Black

G. Gold or Silver: Def. silver or white gold..

H. Height: 5'6"
I. Instruments you play: nada

J. Job title: Mama, Sales Gal, blogger, crazy chic.

K. Kids: Lil Man and Baby Girl 
L. Live: Close to Insane, Ohio

M. Mother’s name: Mom

N. Nicknames: Sissy, Sarah Bear

O. Overnight hospital stays: Just when I have had my babies
P. Pet peeves: People who say they will do something with no intentions of doing it at all.

Q. Quote: Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you too, can become great. ~ Mark Twain
R. Right or left handed: Right handed.
S. Siblings: One older brother… 2 older step bros and 2 older step sis. .
U. Underwear: What you eating under there??  You are eating Underware?!  Eeww.

V. Vegetable you hate: Mushrooms
W. What makes you run late: My self and my total lack of wanting to get out of bed. .
X. X-Rays you’ve had: A lot.

Y. Yummy food that you make: IDK.. pretty decent at baking I guess.. lol. idk.

Z. Zoo animal: none. I love the Meerkats.. J

Blessings N Love

Overthinking Mama 

Lil man and his dinner time project

He built this at dinner the other night!! He was so proud!!

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realization friday

Its that wonderful day of the week… that we all look forward to starting Monday morning… Its Friday!!!!

And that means… its time for….

The realizations for the week!!!

This week I’ve come to realize:

~ people are idiots

~ that some people are just full of double standards.

~  that I am not all for a relationship right now.. I just wanna meet people and see what happens and where it goes.

~ that my friends hold grudges about people that have wronged me.. more than I do.. to me.. it aint worth that energy.

~ that I am a total dork.  I went to the library and got 4 books to go with the one I am reading… and like 9 movies… this is my life anymore.. and I love it.

~ some people just draw out drama.

~ that God is good… even when I am not… HE still is.

Make sure to send me your realizations for the week so I can post them up!! Everything is annonomys.  Overthinkingmama@gmail.com

Blessings N Love

Overthinking Mama