Random.

Well I am 22 weeks pregnant! Over half way there.  I will be so happy when I start having a little bit more energy.  This whole wanting to sleep all the time, is getting old. :-(  
We are having another beautiful baby girl! Haven't decided on a name yet. Hopefully by the time she is born we will have something figured out! lol

We found out on Saturday that Big B and I were granted full custody for Sami-pooh!  We both are so happy about it. It really feels like that was a weight lifted off my shoulders finally knowing something. And honestly Sami-pooh seemed a little bit chipper too after we told her the news.  I couldn't imagine my life with out that little girl. 
I am trying to think of whatever to share...

Nothing really new has happened lately.  Big B and I are both still working the same jobs we have been.  We are in the process of looking for a new vehicle. Debating on if we should get a big passenger van or just a regular 3rd row vehicle. In June we will have 5 kids. That pretty much means that we can't take anyone else any where with us, if we have all the kids.  But the gas for the bigger van would kill us. So I don't know what we will do. I am leaving it all in God's hands. 

Big B is wanting to have more kids. He really wants to have a boy. I have mixed feelings. I am exhausted with being pregnant.  Yet there is still a part of me that can't imagine never being pregnant again.  A lot of things will have to change tho, if we do end up having another baby or two... a bigger vehicle, a bigger house, a better pay for Big B, some way for me supplement our income without having to be away from the babies all too much. Neither of us want to put the kids in day care, but I am not sure if our current baby sitters (grandparents) could handle 2-3 little ones all at once... not to mention during the summer having 3 bigger ones running around crazy. lol. 
We were joking yesterday that I need to change the name of my blog to 5 kids and counting or something like that. lol.  Guess we are trying to keep up with the Duggars! haha. 

I know I have mentioned in previous posts about feeling like God is calling me to do something but I can't completely figure out what it is... I am having that feeling again... and once again, I really don't know. One thing that has been on my heart lately is becoming a Pastor.  I am not really sure where to start with that... but I am thinking maybe that is something that I need to look into. We were at my uncles funeral yesterday and it was done at a Catholic church. While we were sitting there I remembered how when I was younger and in catholic school, I would come home and play "mass". I was the priest and I would go through all the different aspects of mass.  I knew I would never be a priest but I loved the thought of that...  so maybe it was a sign of what was to be??   I am going to pray on it and see what all happens. :-) 

I need to start making notes of what I want to blog about... I have thought of so many things I want to write about and now that I am actually sitting down, I can't think of anything.  GGRRR.

Alright I am going to close and maybe write more tomorrow or sometime soon. 


Blessings N Love
Overthinking Mama