too many toughts

I am sittng here typing this up from my lap top...so i will apologize in advace for any mis-spelling or errors.. as much as i love my laptop.. half the time it doesn't realize the letters i type in.

I am sittng here inside typing this my kids  just came in and now are siting next to me making all kinds of noise and i can't concentrate! lol oye

I am a mix of feelings today..  too many things going thru my head and my heart.  I know I just have to be patient and wait on God for a lot of things... well no.. I have to wait on him for everything.  I know the things go thru now will make me a better person in the futue.. I need to keep focusing on that and not myself and my selfish wants and desires... I need to focus on God.  I need to focus on God.. I need to focus on God. I need to get my life back on track to the way it needs to be... I need do for the Lord more than I need to do for myself... 

But unfortunately that is easier said than done... Unfortunately I am only a meer human and no where near perfections. I am weak minded and easily led astray.
I can not take back what I have done nor what i have said... all I can do is learn from it and move on and try and not do those sam mistakes again.  I need to think of all the consequences before I do so say something. 

Now I am off to do homework and maybe write more on here again as I have more thoughts...
Have a great Sunday!!!

God bless you all!!

Overthinking Mama