Friday, June 18, 2010

Realization Friday

Again... not many people submitted realizations for the week :-( maybe this isn't a good idea anymore?! I dunno.. Thank you for those who did send some in!! :-)

Ive come to realize: 


~ that I am not as open minded about technology as I used to be


~ that God has truly blessed me in more ways than I even know.. or deserve


~ that where I stand today isnt the way I visioned it months ago


~ that the good Lord put you on this Earth for a reason, you may never know why but there is a purpose


~ that I really hate to go pee


~ that I had a good realization...and it just completely slipped my mind.


~ at 30 years of age, I still have mixed feelings about what I want


You can submit your realizations for next Fridays post. Just email me at overthinkingmama@gmail.com 



Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Randomness Wednesday

I really didn't know what exactly to write about today... I have a bunch of random thoughts running through my brain today... 


I had the strangest dream last night.... I was pregnant. And I was at my mom's house... and was walking down stairs... and my mom and step dad were there and I guy... I am assuming it was my bf but I couldn't see any faces (I normally don't in my dreams). And I walked in to the kitchen and was like yea.. I think I am gonna have this baby today... I sat down and felt between my legs... and there was a lump... so I pulled up my dress and there was a baby coming out... I just pulled him out (it was a boy) and that was that. No pain. No pressure. Just calm. I remember he had a hair line down to his eyebrows... I kept laughing at him and when I would laugh he would laugh.  And then I woke up.  Haven't a clue on what that means...any ideas? 


I am trying to get a HTC Evo. I am on 3 waiting lists right now. I am really hoping that by the end of the week I will have one...  My phone's so getting on my nerves.. Right now I am with ATT and I have a Samsung Blackjack 2. And I do love my phone... but just in the last few months.. I have has so many issues... ugh. My music files are corrupted. So I have no ring tones.  It takes forever to open mms messages.  And I don't have Internet.. which is fine cuz I really dont think this phone could handle it.  So I am planning on upgrading.. well sorta. I am switching to sprint for the Evo.  I worried about the whole number porting and all.. but I am excited to actually have a NEW phone! And one that I can do anything and everything with!!  I am excited! 


I so want to get a new tattoo.  I have been itching to get a bright colorful flower type tattoo on my shoulder. the top/front of my shoulder.  I see all these other beautiful women with all these beautiful tattoos... and it makes me want one even more. Sadly... $$$$ is the issue at the moment...  Maybe next month? *sigh* unless someone wants to sponsor it?? I'll do a whole blog post on it... lol. :-)  *** hey a girl can dream right? 
this is an idea i drew up... 


I am getting tired of my hair... its getting to that point where I want to get it cut. Its just there. It shoulder length and does whatever it wants. This is probably the longest I have had my hair since before my daughter was born.  But I don't know yet.. I am trying to let it grown... but I am impatient! 
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i love her hair


I am also thinking about putting my eyebrow ring back in... but I dunno if that will be overboard with all the other piercings on my face...  


So yea.. those are my random thoughts of the morning... 

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Monday, June 14, 2010

and the winner.....

just me ~ smoopy email me with ur name and address and i will send out the prize to u! congrats!!!

We got the puppy!!

It was a pretty good weekend. We went Saturday morning and picked up my puppy! I was so excited!! And I know the kids were too!!  He was so adorable! 
The 45 min car ride how... was.... fun... tho I suppose it all depends on your definition of fun. lol. 
My puppy sat on my lap the entire time.. much to the disappointment of my kids.  But I knew better than to let him sit back there with them.  As we were going down the road... my bf looks at me... and said he felt something warm... His puppy just peed... I started laughing at him... a few minutes later... my puppy peed on me...  His puppy cryed all the way home... my sat in my lap just as fine as can be... and then the tummy lurching started...  I grabbed the first thing I could find...my son's shirt. and hurried and put it under the puppy's mouth.. and caught the throw up which was mostly just flem and spit/liquid.  This happened a few more times. 
Lil Man had a game at 2 so we hurried and dropped him off and promised to be back in just a few minutes, we had to go home and change.  So we rushed home and of course just as we pulled on to my street... my puppy decided to throw up all the days food... in my lap, on the seat, and in my hand. Lovely. At least we were pretty much home.  


Lil man did great at his game. I love watching him play. After the game we went up to the pet store and got some essentials... Food, Collars, Treats, Toys, etc.   Then we went home. Let miss Bella get aquainted with her new playmates and then we went off to dinner. 


After dinner we came home and let them out of the cage.. NO ACCIDENTS in the cage!! I was soooo happy!! They all went right out side and peed!  Then played..  Then played... then napped. They are really really good puppies!! I am so excited *knock on wood* 


We decided to go with Edward.  Some how (I know its silly) we had a Twilight theme going in our house... We started with Bella (chihuahua) which I got before I even knew what Twilight was. Then we got Jake/Jacob (the hamster) which my son named. So it seemed only right to go along with the theme... lol. tho Ive been made fun of everyone for this!  But his name is Edward.  I will do the contest tonite when I get home and post the results either tonite or first thing in the morning. 
Thank you everyone who submitted names for us!!! :-)  

Friday, June 11, 2010

Realization Friday


Im a lil sad...

I didnt have many realziations for this week.... only a couple...

but anywho... here they go..


IVE COME TO REALIZE:

~ people suck.. that.is. all

~ that there are certain people that just always seem to be sick- if a sickness is out there... they will get it

~ some weeks just seem to take longer than others

~ some people give up on the right things... and keep up with the wrong.



If you would like your realizations posted for next Friday... email me at : overthinkingmama@gmail.com

TGIF !

I Love You

I love you. 


three simple little words that we take for granted more often than not.


Why is saying I love you so hard to say?  Especially when you are upset with someone? 


I was brought up that when you leave from someone (going to store, work, gym, etc) you always say I love you. 
Or when you get off the phone especially for the night... you say I love you. 


I was brought up that you tell the people in your life that you love them when parting ways because you don't know if you will get that other chance to tell them again.  Once you part ways... can you guarentee that you will be able to remind that person you love so much... that you do indeed love them?  


Its like saying bye, cya later, adios, etc. when getting off the phone or leaving someone... would you just walk away ... and not say anything? 


Ive watched a lot of my friends that are in relationships do this...  their bf/gf run to the store.. or to a friends... and they say bye.. and walk off... no kiss.. no hug... no i love you.  
Or they are on the phone with their gf/bf and get off the phone and just say bye. No I love you's spoken.  
I don't get it.  I couldnt imagine going thru my day with out telling my bf that I love him. Period. I know he knows that I do. And I know that he loves me. But its still good to hear it.  Three simple words that have so much meaning I LOVE YOU.  


Am I odd for thinking like this... that it should be said when you part because it could be the last time you may be able to tell that person?